My Foods Favourites List

Setelah sekian lama ngeblog, kok nggak pernah ngeblog soal makanan ya?
Well, food is not really my things :)
But lately all I can think is food :D
So, here we go, my favourites foods for the time being..... eng ing eng.....

1. Sanpachi Ramen
Always order Jigoku ramen and ocha for a thousand times *lebay.com*
Biasanya makan yang di Pacific Place or Citos. Lagian tahunya cuman di 2 tempat itu sih jadinya ya kesitu2 lagi.

2. Kiyadon Sushi
Kalo ingin sushi pasti ke Kiyadon yang di PP. Hmmm mesennya pasti sushi-nya yang itu lagi itu lagi. Tapi lupa namanya :D. Karena lately makan ramen melulu jadinya udah agak lama nggak ke kiyadon sushi. In my opinion, kiyadon sushi is much better than sushitei :).

3. Soto Mie
Paling suka makan soto mie abang2 yang mangkal di lapangan jalan jawa deket rumah. Tapi sekarang abangnya udah pindah nggak jelas kemana, jadinya nggak pernah lagi deh makan soto mie enak itu. Hu hu hu hu hu hu I really miss the soto mie.

4. Lamien & Mie Ayam
Suka juga sama lamien yang ad foodcourtnya grand lucky or mie ayam abang2 yang di kukusan juga oke. Ha ha ha ha ha ha jauh banget ya beda harga antara lamien en mie ayam but for me the taste almost the same.

5. Sate Padang
Yeee ini juga salah satu makanan favorit. Nggak ada yg terlalu favorit sih asal sate padang enak, hayoo aja....

6. Indomie telor rasa ayam bawang plus cabe rawit
Nah ini juga enak banget nih........
Bisa memmbuat perasaan menjadi lebih baik :D

Aduh apa lagi ya....
Basicly nggak mimi nggak terlalu rewel bin bawel masalah makanan, hampir semua makanan oke dari ketoprak sampai steak.

Kalo makanan enak versi Rafan adalah......

1. Telor orak arik Wall E
Terutama tentunya bikinan mama tercinta ini. Coba deh cek sama kakak Rayna, pasti kakak rayna bilang telor orak arik mimi is the best.

2. Mie Goreng Jawa
Langganan banget mie goreng jawa di Sagoo Kitchen plus teh manis hangatnya. Menu wajib Rafan.

3. Sapo Tahu Tawan
Biasanya kalo jalan-jalan sama Rafan makan di Tawan. Nah Rafan udah tahu en bilang "mama aku mau sapo tahu", trus nanti dia minta wortelnya. "Wortelnya mana mama?". Kita juga suka pesen udang telor asin, Rafan juga suka. Kalo diajak ke Tawan makannya banyak :D.

Wahh apalagi ya?
Kalo favorites papa, mimi agak2 nggak yakin.
Nanti deh diwawancara dulu biar pasti.
Hmm tiba-tiba ingin naan keju-nya go curry.........

Last but not least untuk friend chicken, KFC is the best.

Life Goes On

Song that describes me the most for today :
- Come back to me by David Cook
So I'll let you go, I'll set you free
And when you've seen what you need to see
And I hope you find everything that you need
I'll be right here waiting to see
You find you, come back to me

- Karena Ku Sanggup by Agnes Monica
Karena ku sanggup walau ku tak mau
Berdiri sendiri tanpamu
Aku mau kau tak usah ragu tinggalkan aku
Kalau memang harus begitu

- Love Fool by The Cardigans
Mama tells me I shouldn't bother
That I ought to stick to another man
A man that surely deserves me

- Someday We'll Know by Mandy Moore
Oh, Someday we’ll know
If love can move a mountain
Someday we’ll know
Why the sky is blue
Someday we’ll know
Why I wasn’t meant for you...

- Welcome to My Life by Simple Plan
No, you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

Sounds like desperate person, huh?
Well, Life Goes On just like Le Ann Rimes said.

Oh, life goes on and it's only gonna make me strong
It's a fact, once you get on board
Say goodbye 'cause you can't go back
Oh it's a fight and I really wanna get it right
Where I'm at, is my life before me
And this feelin' that I can go back
Life goes on, life goes on, life goes on

Come Back to Me

You say you gotta go and find yourself
You say that you're becoming someone else
Don't recognize the face in the mirror looking back at you

You say you're leaving as you look away
I know there's really nothing left to say
Just know I'm here whenever you need me I'll wait for you

So I'll let you go, I'll set you free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me

Take your time, I won't go anywhere
Picture you with the wind in your hair
I'll keep your things right where you left them
I'll be here for you

Oh and I'll let you go, I'll set your free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me

And I hope you find everything that you need
I'll be right here waiting to see
You find you, come back to me

I can't get close if you're not there
I can't get inside if there's no soul there
I can't face you, I can't save you
It's something you'll have to do

So I'll let you go, I'll set you free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me
Come back to me

So I'll let you go, I'll set you free
And when you've seen what you need to see
When you find you, come back to me

And I hope you find everything that you need
I'll be right here waiting to see
You find you, come back to me

You find you, come back to me
When you find you, come back to me
When you find you, come back to me

Firework

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting throught the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under scream
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that there's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gunna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're reason why all the doors are closed
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gonna leave 'em all in awe-awe-awe"


Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what your worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on slet your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gonna leave 'em all in awe-awe-awe

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

Teenage Dream

You think I'm pretty
Without any make-up on
You think I'm funny
When I tell the puch line wrong
I know you get me
So I'll let my walls come down, down

Before you met me
I was a wreck
But things were kinda heavy
You brought me to life
Now every February
You'll be my valentine, valentine

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

We drove to Cali
And got drunk on the beach
Got a motel and
Built a fort out of sheets
I finally found you
My missing puzzle piece
I'm complete

Let's go all the way tonight
No regrets, just love
We can dance until we die
You and I
We'll be young forever

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

I might get your heart racing
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

Let you put your hands on me
In my skin-tight jeans
Be your teenage dream tonight

You make me
Feel like
I'm living a Teenage Dream
The way you turn me on
I can't sleep
Let's runaway
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

My heart stops
When you look at me
Just one touch
Now baby I believe
This is real
So take a chance
And don't ever look back
Don't ever look back

You Belong With Me

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset
She's going off about something that you said
'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself
Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here all along, so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door
All this time, how could you not know?
Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me?
You belong with me

"Save The Last Dance For Me"

You can dance-every dance with the guy
Who gives you the eye,let him hold you tight
You can smile-every smile for the man
Who held your hand neath the pale moon light
But don't forget who's takin' you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darlin' save the last dance for me

Oh I know that the music's fine
Like sparklin' wine, go and have your fun
Laugh and sing, but while we're apart
Don't give your heart to anyone
But don't forget who's takin' you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darlin' save the last dance for me

Baby don't you know I love you so
Can't you feel it when we touch
I will never, never let you go
I love you oh so much

You can dance, go and carry on
Till the night is gone
And it's time to go
If he asks if you're all alone
Can he walk you home,you must tell him no
'Cause don't forget who's taking you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
Save the last dance for me

Oh I know that the music's fine
Like sparklin' wine, go and have your fun
Laugh and sing, but while we're apart
Don't give your heart to anyone

And don't forget who's takin' you home
And in whose arms you're gonna be
So darling,save the last dance for me

So don't forget who's taking you home
Or in whose arms you're gonna be
So darling, Save the last dance for me

Oh baby won't you save the last dance for me
Oh baby won't you promise that you'll save,
The last dance for me
Save the last dance, the very last dance for me.

A Quest for Happiness

It happened again and again and again.
No matter how hard I try, I can't stop it from happening.
Whose fault?
I'm too tired for blaming anyone else.
All can't say I must do something to stop it.
But I don't know what to do or how to do it.
I'm lost, really really lost in the middle of something that I don't understand and maybe never understand.
Just trying to find my true happiness.
When will I find it? or Where will I find it?
I don't know the answer yet.
Life is a quest. A quest for yourself to find your true meaning of life.
Well I have to admitted, I haven't found my true meaning of life.

Just a random thought from a random girl in a random life at a random moment.

Bloggers, just take it easy and keep writing

Wow, 1 hari ada 2 post, jarang2 nih. Biasanya 1 bulan 1 post :)
Hi hi hi hi lagi iseng aja sih. Gatel juga ingin mengomentari fenomena sindir menyindir blog orang-orang via twitter. Ini tahunnya juga dari temen2 gosip. Karena honestly jarang banget ngikutin blog orang2 or dunia per-twitteran. Trus mulai deh mengikuti dan mengetahui apa yg sedang terjadi di dunia perbloggeran ini.

Awalnya bermula dengan booming blogspot, wordpress, multiply dan kemudian diikuti dengan friendster, facebook dan twitter. Jadinya banyak orang-orang yg mulai menulis atau bercerita mengenai kehidupan pribadi mereka di intenet. Just for fun, for iseng tempat mencurahkan isi hati, orang lain mau baca ya monggo nggak mau baca ya terserah.

But at the end banyak yg sirik, mungkin karena yg diceritain hal2 yang oke2 aja, yg enak2 aja yg keren2 aja. Mungkin yg diceritain banyakan sukanya dibanding dukanya jadi kesannya seneng terus, banyak uang terus, belanja terus, sayang2an sama suami terus, nggak pernah capek, pokoknya happy terus deh. Padahal sebenernya mungkin banyak juga yg nggak diceritain, or kalo emang mereka happy terus nggak boleh gitu? Kalo nggak suka blognya ya nggak usah dibaca kalo suka ya baca terus. Nggak perlu comment yg macem2. Kalo ada yg suka nulis pake bahasa inggris tapi salah ya biarin aja, ibarat kata, nulis di buku sendiri trus salah lho kok loe yg protes. Kalo mau ngasih tahu ya kasih tahu aja baik2. Sampe ada blogger yang berhenti menulis di blog-nya dia sendiri karena mungkin nggak tahan sama sindiran or comment or omongan orang2 yg sirik ini. Padahal mungkin yg sirik cuman 1 tapi yg seneng sama postingan dia banyak. Tapi lebih berimpact yang 1 orang ini dibandingin dengan yang lain. What a pity, sayang banget lho. Padahal blognya oke punya. Nggak spt punya mimi yg jarang diupdate ini :).

Sebenernya hal ini terjadi juga sama mimi. Ada yang tersinggung dengan salah satu postingan mimi, tapi doski nggak secara langsung mengaku. Awal2 masih baik hati berusaha menjelaskan tapi karena orangnya nggak mau terima, yo wes, terserahlah, EGP aja. Siapa dia? kenal juga enggak? yang tadinya kenal jadi nggak kenal, nggak masalah juga. Ngasih makan enggak, nggak kenal juga nggak rugi kok, so biarin ajalah anggap aja angin lalu. Kalo ketemu trus pura2 nggak kenal, ya sutralah, emang gue pikirin. Trus kalo yg merasa kesinggung membaca postingan ini karena merasa adalah dirinya yg diomongin ya salah sendiri juga, siapa suruh baca blog gue :D.

So bloggers, juat take it easy and keep writing.

A Quest for A Bag

Berawal dari mempunyai voucher 1.3jt yang bingung mau diapain. Setelah semedi beberapa lama memutuskan untuk gimana kalo untuk beli tas aja, tas harganya agak2 mahal itu lho. Trus berhubung harga tas yg diincer cukup mahal, mulai hunting di internet mengenai dunia pertas2an ini. Dan ternyata dunia tas cukup hehoh diluar sana, karena sebelumnya nggak pernah tahu en nggak penting juga :D. Untuk harga bisa cek di website masing2 tas. Hermes, kate spade, Tumi, longchamp, semua ada harganya di web, jadi bisa kira2 aja kalo sampai di indonesia harganya jadi berapa.

Dimulai dengan PO kate spade dan coach yg banyak dimana2. Ada beberapa yg jual LV juga dan beberapa merk lainnya. Tapi kalo beli online untuk barang semahal itu kok kurang berasa ya gregetnya. Beli tas kate spade 2.5jt lewat online? Hmmm nggak mimi banget deh. Maklum deh, baru pertama kali mau beli tas mahal. Selama ini tas yang paling mahal dibeli adalah tas Elle seharga 800rb dan pada saat itu udah berasa mahallll banget.

Trus balik lagi deh ke tujuan semula, menghabiskan voucher, akhirnya pilihan jatuh ke tas TUMI. Oke, bagi sebagian orang pasti nggak kenal tas dgn merek TUMI, karena emang jarang yg punya kali ya plus ambil positifnya jarang yg palsu juga :D. Trus kelebihan lainnya TUMI punya TUMI Tracer. Kebetulan juga temen mimi ada yg mau beli longchamp, trus iseng2 deh liat longchamp. Koleksi springnya yg terbaru ternyata lucu juga lho. Tapi longchamp nggak bisa dibeli pake voucher, oh nooooo.........

Kemaren sempet ke senci ke counternya TUMI untuk cek harga, ternyata untuk tas yg mimi naksir harganya 2.7jt ajah, duile mahal ya..... trus langsung kirim message ke njo biar cek harga disana karena kebetulan bulan depan papa mau kesana siapa tahu lebih murah but then again objectivenya nggak kecapai dong. Oohh voucherku, susah bener menghabiskanmu. Very picky sometimes but sometimes juga impulsive buyer sih tergantung sikon aja :D. Yah kita lihat aja ya jadinya beli yg mana or malah nggak beli sama sekali :D

Pas ke senci sempat terdampar di promod dan menemukan celana jeans keren yg murah karena diskon 50% en jatuhnya lbh murah daripada jeans mango yg baru desember mimi beli di PP. Mau beli tapi ragu-ragu karena kan desember baru beli jeans mango yg claudia en sebenernya lagi nggak butuh2 amat jeans. Balik ke kantor, penasaran dong sama si promod ini, searching di internet en liat jeans yg hampir mimi beli diweb-nya. Aduhaiiii kerenn abissssss dgn harga yg amat sangat reasonable untuk jeans compare to levi's and mango. Hu hu hu hu hu, pastinya jeans yg kemaren itu last piece alias cuman 1 ajah. Yah kalo jodoh tak lari kemana.

Jodoh tak hanya berlaku untuk pasangan tapi juga berlaku untuk pekerjaan, bedinde, tas, baju, sepatu, etc etc. Hi hi hi hi hi sepertinya ini hanya untuk justify diri sendiri karena tidak membeli jeans ituuuu. Dari tas nyasar ke jeans :D. Ho ho ho ho

Berikut penampakan dari barang2 yg mimi taksir.







Dan inilah jeans yg tampak keren di kaki model itu

Happy New Year and Happy Birthday

It's new year.....
Welcome 2011 and bye bye 2010
Looking foward for new adventure of life
Which will enrich myself as a human being

Happy birthday to me :)
Getting older and older and older every year
Think and rethink about myself and my purpose of life
Hope to be a better person each year, a better mom, a better wife and a better me

Happy birthday too for my twin beloved friend
I haven't heard anything from you until today, that's a little bit strange
Hopefully you just too busy celebrating your birthday somewhere out there:)

A birthday present from my beloved sister chan chan njo, love you, muah muah muah

End of November

December is coming.......

Ternyata udah nggak ngeblog 2 bulan, nggak berasa saking sibuknya dengan project-project dikantor yang mau deadline. Satu persatu project akhirnya go live walaupun masih ada yg belum go live, mudah2an semuanya lancar, doain ya.............

Sebentar lagi liburan......
Kakak rayna, rafan is comingg......
Do't forget to pick me up ya
Cuman berdua nih berangkatnya sama rafan
Deg2an juga sih, bisa nggak ya
Insya Allah bisa, karena kemaren2 udah pernah ke dokter, ke mall berdua aja sama rafan. Tapi yg ini agak beda sih, selama nunggu boarding ngapain ya? trus selama di pesawat rafan maenan apa ya? belum lagi bawaan rafan yg segambreng2 itu, susunya, bajunya etc etc. Secara rafan maniak susu, susah kalo nggak bawa susunya bisa-bisa mimi yang pingsan karena nggak tahan dengerin permintaan rafan. "Mama mama aku mau susu, sekarang mama, mama kenapa masih diem aja" haiyah... nih anak......

Hmm heran, kenapa ya orang-orang bilang sekarang mimi tambah kurus, perasaan sih biasa aja. Tapi karena emang nggak suka gemuk, disyukuri aja kekurusan ini asal nggak sakit.

O iya skr mimi udah aktif di twitter lho, buat accountnya sih udah lama tapi akhir2 ini baru memutuskan exist di twitter, biar gaul gitu lho :D
Check me out @blue_goldfish, tweetnya dibuat protected karena tweetnya banyak yg personal jadi nggak sembarangan orang boleh tahu, ihh sok gaya ya mimi, biarin aja yang penting happy :D *nggaknyambung.com*

Karena akhir2 ini terlalu sibuk jadi lupa punya blog plus repot kalo akses blog via handphone jadilah jarang diupdate. Foto terbaru rafan ada di facebook, rafan terlihat imutttt sekali. I love rafan trus rafan akan balas bilang i love mama.

O iya laporan pembuatan empek2 menyusul ya, suatu keajaiban mimi membuat empek2 dan masuk ke dapur, mbak aja sampe terheran-heran dan mimi bilang, "mbak foto mama dong di dapur, jarang2 nih" dan mbak pun dgn sigap mengambil handphone dan memfoto mimi :D.

Pulang dulu ya, jam 7:02pm dan masih dikantor bersiap2 nebeng temen untuk pulang.

home sweet home

akhirnya.....
rumah aruba sudah pernah ditiduri :D
kita udah punya kitchen set, kulkas, tipi, tempat tidur, meja makan, ac
yah lumayanlah, cukup memadai untuk maen rumah2an di aruba :D
plus papa udah beli PS3 yg katanya akan segera dilengkapi dgn ps move
walaupun ide awalnya adalah beli nintendo wii
mana move-nya mana? ingin maen tenis nih :)

st james dan corelle plus sendok garpu serena sudah resmi dipergunakan
menyenangkan ternyata makan dgn peralatan makan yg lucu2 itu
karena sesuatu dan lain hal peralata masak memasak biasa aja, beli di giant or pasar kecuali caserolle luminarc yg dibeli karena diskon beli 1 gratis 1 waktu jakarta great sale kemaren

hmm open house udah belum ya
yg pasti gp plus aabs sekeluarga udah pernah ke aruba
keluarga papa juga
sabtu besok temen2 mimi juga mau ke aruba

dan mbak udah pulang... hore......
walaupun sempet bikin deg2an akhirnya pulang juga
sempet menjadi upik abu 2 minggu lbh 1 hari
bener2 upik abu
nyapu, masak, ngepel, nyuci piring, nyuci baju, nyetrika
hu hu hu hu hu
pas libur sih no problem
pas udah masuk kerja berasa deh, bingung mikirin masak apa buat besok
sampai akhirnya nyerah masak sendiri dan nitip nenek untuk masakin :)

belum sempet copy foto2 rumah baru nih
somehow laptop ini ngambek membaca sd card :(

dan akhirnya....
setelah melalui pertimbangan yg cukup panjang
mimi membeli black berry
hmm nggak berasa sih bedanya dgn hp biasa
karena mimi nggak maniak chatting or browsing or facebook or twitter
jadi ya biasa2 aja
cuman dulu sms-an sama papa skr jadi bbm-an
nggak gratis juga sih, kan bulanannya bayar
dan chan chan njo menolak membeli bb
karena nggak keren dan pasaran katanya
alhasil nggak jadi gratis deh kalo smsan sama chan chan njo

besok ke aruba lagi
beres2 menyambut teman2 smp :)

happy weekend everyone
maaf lahir batin

just a thoughts

sometimes you take for granted people around you. people who love you the most, people who care about you, because you think no matter what i do they will always love me, so why bother and try to impress them.

as time passed, a person supposes to develop his capacity as a human being. to be more patient, understanding, wise but sometime it only happened for some people and the other never change as if they still at the age 17 when you doing thing without thinking about the consequences.

a relationship always go through an up and down moment. some said it makes the relationship more stronger but on the other hand it showed that maybe there is something wrong with the relationship and you have to fix it. if you never do anything about it then the same thing will happen again, up and down. anger, frustation and desperate will occured until one of you can't stand it anymore or one of you just accept it in the name of something that she/he believed. so fix it, do something about it. it's never too late, you just need a courage to start it and willing to take the consequences.

you never make a wrong decision. a good decision lead you to a path that you expected, a bad decision lead you to unexpected path but it teaches you something and you became richer afterward.

i love you mom, i do and i always will

i never think about death, i mean really think about it until my mom passed away last month. Being so naive, i knew that this day will come but i don't expect it coming so soon. It should be just another peaceful sunday morning where i suppose to spend time with rafan and papa, but it turned out to be mourning day. My mom got a heart attack at sunday morning before dawn, i was there next to her until her last breath, accompanied her to the hospital, and be with her until i couldn't see her anymore. I cried a lot, until i felt i have no more tears and kept thinking that it shouldn't happened and wished that it's only a dream, a bad one.

have you ever asked something in particular to Allah? i did, almost ten years ago. He didn't give me what i asked for, no matter how hard i pray at that time. i didn't know why but i believe that it was the best for me. i still couldn't figure out why until today and the result of that prayer is i changed the way i pray. now, i always asked Allah to give the best for me no matter what it is, bad or good experience. because it will rich me in a way that He can only understand.

things happened for a purpose, like a proverb said every dark cloud has a silver lining. you may not see the silver lining now, but years a head when you looked back you will realise that it was meant for something.

my mom passed away because her time has arrived and also because it was the best things for her, me and my family. i love you mom, i do and i always will.

Breakfast at Tiffany's

You say that we've got nothing in common
No common ground to start from and we're falling apart
You'll say the world has come between us
Our lives have come between us still I know you just don't care

And I said, ?What about breakfast at Tiffany's??
She said, "I think I remember the film?
And as I recall, I think, we both kinda liked it
And I said, "Well, that's the one thing we've got"

I see you, the only one who knew me
And now your eyes see through me I guess I was wrong
So what now it's plain to see we're over
And I hate when things are over when so much is left undone

And I said, ?What about breakfast at Tiffany's?
She said, "I think I remember the film?
And as I recall, I think, we both kinda liked it
And I said, "Well, that's the one thing we've got"

You say that we've got nothing in common
No common ground to start from and we're falling apart
You'll say the world has come between us
Our lives have come between us still I know you just don't care

And I said, ?What about breakfast at Tiffany's?
She said, "I think I remember the film?
And as I recall, I think, we both kinda liked it
And I said, "Well, that's the one thing we've got"

And I said, ?What about breakfast at Tiffany's?
She said, "I think I remember the film?
And as I recall, I think, we both kinda liked it
And I said, "Well, that's the one thing we've got"

And I said, ?What about breakfast at Tiffany's?
She said, "I think I remember the film?
And as I recall, I think, we both kinda liked it
And I said, "Well, that's the one thing we've got"

*OneOfMyFavouriteSongofAllTime*

I Don't Want to Wait

So open up your morning light
And say a little prayer for I
You know that if we are to stay alive
And see the peace in every I

She had two babies
One was six months one was three
In the war of '44
Every telephone ring
Every heartbeat stinging
When she thought it was God calling her
Oh would her son grow to know his father

[CHORUS:]

I don't want to wait
For our lives to be over
I want to know right know
What will it be
I don't want to wait
For our lives to be over
Will it be yes or will it be
Sorry

He showed up all wet
On the rainy front step
Wearing shrapnel in his skin
And the war he saw
Lives inside him still
It's so hard to be gentle and warm
The years passed by and now
He has granddaughters

[Chorus]

Oh so you look at me
From across the room
You're wearing your anguish again
Believe me, i know the feeling
It sucks you into the jaws of anger
Oh, so dig a little more deeply into my life
All we have is the very moment
And I don't want to do what
His father and his father and his father did
I want to be here now

So open up your morning light
And say a little prayer for I
You know that if we are to stay alive
And see the peace in every I

[Chorus (2 times)]

So open up your morning light
And say a little prayer for I
You know that if we are to stay alive
And see the love in every eye

*TakenFromOneOfMyFavouriteTvSerialDawson'sCreek*

What happen after........ & other random things

baiklah, apa yang terjadi setelah hampir seminggu makan bubur dan tidak mengunyah?
- bab lancar
- kayaknya sih berat badan turun
- perut tidak buncit
- nafsu makan berkurang
- lidah menjadi lebih lentur
- rahang menjadi sedikit kaku
please think about those things above before you make your mind for having teeth operation

i had 3 days off work due to the swelling
but i still working from home because i can't stand doing nothing at home
it's great though, listen to rafan screaming and working at the same time
and manage to buy paddle pop with rafan and eat them while rafan sleeping :)
sorry cuddly cutie pie, sometimes i need my own time to enjoy the real taste of ice cream :D


ok bad news
apparently, not all gossip girl books are on sale @ times
but still i bought two more books :(
i feel so girly when it comes to activity called shopping

for my beloved sister
congrats for mac upin baby
wish you all the best sis
i suggest mac upin name to start with a letter 'R' :)

what is so fun about the future if you already know what will happen?
so please never go to fortune teller
they will ruin the fun
just wait for the surprise and hope it's a good suprise
is it an excuse for being so completely-don't-what-you-will-doing-after-the-project-done?
you'll never know until you find it
talk to you later
i know you can't enough of me
*gossipgirlmodestillon*

Operasi Gigi Bungsu

Finally, setelah 2 minggu dari pengecekan pertama dan minggu kedua menjalani 2x testing untuk memastikan apakah bisa operasi atau tidak, akhirnya tadi siang gigi bungsu mimi yang kiri dioperasi.
Operasinya 1 jam dan penuh dengan bunyi2an yang cukup mengerikan karena giginya harus dibelah. Well, it was such an experience.
Being operate was a thing, after operation is another thing..........
yup, rasakanlah sakitnya setelah obat biusnya menghilang
eng ing eng....... nyut nyut nyut nyut
and suddenly i was in very very bad mood
can't eat, can't sleep, can't speak, can't do anything right
then i forced myself to eat a porridge by 'drinking' them and take the medicine while i can't open my mouth :(. After take a sleep for 1.5 hours i felt a lot better.
and i found myself writing in my blog because i can't sleep.

ok, enough being mourn due to my teeth and have some good news for myself :)
first, gossip girl books are in sale @ times, 50% off. it's the right time to complete my collection :)
second, finally what's we've waiting for it will come on next tuesday, i hope it's for real :)
third, it's sale everywhere. i hope i have times to check them out. well it sounds not a very goodnews, right?

the doctor advised me to take 2 days off from the office because my cheeks will be swelling for several days :(, meaning it's time to work from home. evethough i'm so sure i can work from home whenever rafan is around. he will calling mama mama let's play and he demands me to playing or just chatting with him. Well, i love him so much, how can i reject him... motherhood, you have to live with it.

it reminds me, maybe i have to cancel my lunch appointment with an old friend, since i can't eat anything. well just wait until wednesday, hope everything get better.
good night everyone, have a nice sunday, hope it will be a sunny day in this wet suppose to be dry season.

you know you love me *stillingossipgirlmode*

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